It really has been one of those months.

I have been so down, and yucky, and crabby… it sucks.

My job gets a little more stressful every day. If we don’t get someone in here to help soon, I might crack. I can kind of feel it bubbling to the surface already. (the cool new facial tick that has developed - is super awesome!) Normally when I would feel like this - I could take a day off of work, a day just for me. A “Mental Health” day - as we call it around here.

But since we are so short staffed, I really can’t. I know the office would run just fine without me, I don’t mean it that way. My being absent would just be harder for the people who would be left here. I just wouldn’t feel right doing that. I would worry all day. That and the fact - that taking one day off, would put me a week behind… maybe more? Remember a couple of weeks ago.. when I had the stomach flu - and had to go home early? I just got caught up… yesterday.

*sigh*

It’s going to get better though.... Right?