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I lovingly ripped this off from Gab -

I AM: A Daughter, A Sister, A Friend, An Administrative Assistant! =)
I WANT: to find happiness. Also.. To get the party started!
I HATE: Waiting
I MISS: a lot of things, my old life, my grandma, old friends… blah
I FEAR: breaking one or both of my legs
I HEAR: Sirius Radio - Alt Nation 21
I WONDER: Why onions make me ralph.
I REGRET: nothing that I can think of…
I’m NOT: very confident
I DANCE: When no one is looking.
I SING: When and Where I want.. Damned be those with ears.
I SEE: My computer… silly question!
I CRY: if the wind blows in the right direction. I’m pretty sensitive.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: As kind or patient as I should be.
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: I like to Crochet, and cross-stitch.. but rarely finish what I start.
I WRITE: I try to write....
I CONFUSE: Anyone who happens to stumble upon me.
I NEED: My Friends and Family
I SHOULD: Drink less Diet Mt. Dew
I START: lots of crafty projects…
I FINISH: Other peoples sentences. It’s annoying… I know.

I love you.

I especially Love your new Vanilla Carmel flavor.

You make my icky old office coffee taste like something from a coffee shop!

Every time I take a sip - of the normally insipid black tar - it makes me a little happy inside!

Oh.. so.. . very.. .yummy.

So… I have been commanded by Gab to update! 

I know I have been a super suckey blogger lately… I just haven’t been feeling it.

Know what I mean?

It’s like I get off of work, get home, and I don’t even want to look at the computer, same for on the weekends, and when I get that rare moment of free time during the work day.

*sigh*

Anyway… the lease for my apartment is coming up, and I am not going to be staying. I like my apartment and all,
but I am sick and tired of living alone. I have no possibility of getting a roommate - all of my friends already have places to live, and there is no frackin way I will live with a stranger. So… I am going to move back in to my mom and dads house.

How much of a loser does that make me? Almost 29 years old… and moving into my parents basement.

*Double Sigh*

But really… it’s going to be the best thing for me. I will have the opportunity to save up some money, get a new car.. all of that kind of thing. Plus my mom is going to help me lose the weight.

Have I told you guys that I have commitment issues? Like BIG Commitment issues… Well.. I do. So my mom is going to help me commit to.. and stay committed to losing the weight.

I am also.. sick and tired of being fat.

It sucks rocks.

So… that is the newest in my life. Pretty boring.

At least there is a new Ghost Hunters on tonight!

ahh.. it’s that time again boys and girls. Time for me to bitch about how much I hate Monday Mornings! =)

heh - I suppose I shouldn’t complain to much… it could be so much worse.. so, yeah..

I have been pretty busy with work, and other misc. crap. I had to take a little break from the blog, and the computer in general. I just haven’t been feeling it lately. I haven’t even played games or anything. I do so much of my work on the computer (and even more lately) that...I was just a little bit burned out.

Well the work situation should be working it self out here pretty soon! We finally hired someone! YAY!!!!!!!!!!! I am so excited I could spit. It will be nice to have someone else here to kind of lift the burden. Especially the burden of the phone. So - she doesn’t start for another 2 weeks… but just knowing that it is coming… is super rad!

Umm… let see. Thanks to Beth I am completely addicted to Ghost Hunters there was a marathon on yesterday. I started watching it at noon I think? Took a break from it at 4:00, came back at 5:00 and watched until 9:00pm, and now I can’t wait until Wednesday so I can see the new episode!

I should say at this point - I do not believe in Ghosts. I have a whole theory about it.. which I am not going to go into here, because well.. it would take a really long time, and I just don’t have that kind of time! You can email me if you’d like and I can explain it.

So you’re saying to yourself… “Then why the hell does she like a show about ghost hunting?”

Well… I’ll tell you! I think it is awesome how they first and foremost are there to debunk any kind of “haunting” by trying to capture actual physical evidence. And it is kind of fun to watch them do that. (Especially Steve.. because he is so darn hot) Sure there are a few things that can’t be explained away - as it is with most of the universe. (if there is… can someone please explain the popularity of Paris Hilton to me?) So yeah.. I can dig it.

Other stuff happened this weekend. I went to Aaron’s birthday party, had BBQ and had a pretty good time. Right up until we had to take the little one to the E-Room, and wait for 5 hours. But that is another story for another time.

There is work to be done… and I am just the girl to do it! =)

This is my Horoscope for today, Courtesy of MSN and Astrocenter:

Unusual experiences may give rise to a new interest in the sciences, or in occult practices such as magic or alchemy. This is an excellent time to start perusing such subjects, dear Cancer, or to embark on a formal study of astrology. A lucky break with respect to money could come your way today. It could be a gift, or possibly a loan repaid. Your inclination may be to go out and spend it all on the house. Take care!

So you have heard me (er… read me) mention that I am going to start writing my book soon. I have the idea, and some character development, and have gotten some research material.

What I didn’t tell you… It is… the basis of the story… “occult practices such as magic or alchemy” along with some familiar, and some not so familiar Demons, and other misc. monsters.

It’s a little scary that my horoscope has been so right on the last few days.

Perhaps it is a sign!

Not and Omen… A Sign.

That’s what I’m going with anyway!

It really has been one of those months.

I have been so down, and yucky, and crabby… it sucks.

My job gets a little more stressful every day. If we don’t get someone in here to help soon, I might crack. I can kind of feel it bubbling to the surface already. (the cool new facial tick that has developed - is super awesome!) Normally when I would feel like this - I could take a day off of work, a day just for me. A “Mental Health” day - as we call it around here.

But since we are so short staffed, I really can’t. I know the office would run just fine without me, I don’t mean it that way. My being absent would just be harder for the people who would be left here. I just wouldn’t feel right doing that. I would worry all day. That and the fact - that taking one day off, would put me a week behind… maybe more? Remember a couple of weeks ago.. when I had the stomach flu - and had to go home early? I just got caught up… yesterday.

*sigh*

It’s going to get better though.... Right?

It’s horoscopes like these - that make believe in astrology.

Cancer
June 21 - July 21
This could be a particularly stressful day, dear Cancer. Thanks to the increased responsibility you have taken on, your workload is heavier than ever. On the one hand the day seems endless; on the other there are not enough hours in it to get done all that needs doing. Take care not to take your anxiety out on your entourage. If you are nice to them, they may even help you finish your project!

From MSN.com and Astrocenter.

ugh.

and yes… I still have heart burn.

I have heart burn.....

Just thought I’d share.

Okay… So I am having a little “Lucy pulls the ball away from Charlie brown” moment.

I have landed on my back… and that damn tree has eaten my kite.

Eh.. it’s really not all that bad… just Monday.

I wonder if it would be okay to just take anti-depressants on Monday’s? I am pretty good the rest of the week… but Monday… especially Monday Morning… I am in such an ugly mood.

It’s a bummer.

So anyway - This weekend was great fun. Friday Night I hung out with Avon. We played on the internet, and I let her bounce story idea’s off of me, and I helped her pick put names for the main characters. I think it’s going to be a great story, I can’t wait til she has a few pages written so I can read them! =)

Maybe it will get me motivated to finally write the Worlds Greatest Sci-Fi Novel Ever.

Saturday Sassy had her Reed Diffuser Party… which of course was fun. I ordered a couple of Diffusers and a light right, that smell wonderful. After that, Sassy, Ny, and I went to the Casino and played bingo. We all lost at bingo - but I came out 5 bucks ahead on the slots! heh

Umm other than that… Sunday was a lazy day, I hung around home most of the day, and then went to Mom and Dads for Dinner.

Fun Fun all the time.

I might have a big change coming up here. The details are sketchy at best - so I really can’t say anything now. I will fill you in though as soon as I know! =)

I see hardly anyone on my blog roll has updated today… So, I’m not gonna either.

What?

What do you mean I just did?

Well.. that’s just a damn Lie!

Oh… you mean this?

God Damn it.